Things have gotten closer to the sun and I’ve done things in small doses so don’t think I’m pushing you away when you’re the one that I’ve kept closest.

  After hearing what I just heard I really have nothing to say to you.. “he considers himself lucky because you’ll be friends with benefits and plus he can flirt with a lot of other girls now” Hahahahahahaha oh. Okay. I don’t think so mister. Thanks for making me sound like a whore.  Be glad I care about you so much because otherwise I swear to god I would want to RUIN you. I know why you never gave me a real reason, I know why you never told me the truth. If you had been honest you would have lost the chance to maybe score another make out. But hearing it from your BEST FRIEND? No. Just no.  I thought you were an angel, I thought you were next to perfect. How could I have been so wrong??? I thought I knew you, but yet you had me so fooled. I almost couldn’t believe you could have ever said and done something that would hurt me so much. But looking back,  i remember those side comments….. Don’t bother lying. Take a bow Nico, like a star you played me so well

i knew you wouldn’t stay. You made so many more promises than i did and you told me everything you thought i wanted to hear, but what i wanted was for you to be honest. 
 -& i still think you’re perfect darling [[just not for me]]